Elections

 I don't even know how to talk about this year's election. Over half the country thinks a pussy grabbing, misogynistic, evil felon is the better choice as a president for our country than an educated, scandal-free, proven leader who happens to be a black woman. It sickens me. I knew the election was close but hoped that sanity would prevail. I was wrong, and now I am left to wonder if we are the minority, the insane ones. Is a deranged dictator what we need right now. I do not believe so. Hitler had the majority of the country backing him as well. I did not watch the elections; I took a Klonopin and some THC and went to sleep. I have been no comfort to Carter or anyone else. I haven't wanted to talk about it. I told Alex to call Carter, and Carter texted me and said, "Alex made me feel better than you did." That made me smile. I've quit watching the news because I can't stand to see his face or hear his voice. I think about all the people in Ukraine and Syria who are getting up every day and getting on with their lives, and I'm trying to do the same. Somehow, we must get through the next four years and hope we still have a democracy. I have never had such utter contempt for someone as I do for him.